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9: Of Days Brightened and Spirits Lightened

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The day started off by me sulking and feeling downtrodden. I decided this was a great opportunity to do a solo walk to the Colosseum. I can get in my head about things and sometimes, it feels like a gladiator fight up there.

As some of you might have read in yesterday’s blog post, last night wasn’t great for me, but I’m determined to get it together for today. It’s Colosseum day, baby!

On the walk there, I got to explore a different part of Rome, and enjoy the insane amounts of foliage and fauna. I took a myriad of pictures from a multitude of angles, as I know it this is going to make great painting reference fodder for me.

I reached the Colosseum and was greeted by Shea and the rest of the group. Everyone walked about helter skleter and it dawned on me that I was really there; I was really at the Colosseum! Yesterday’s lingering feelings made it hard to actually feel this, but I kept telling myself that I needed to be grateful and make the most of this day. After all, this is an attraction that so many people dream of seeing. The last thing I wanted was to ever have to say that my experience at the Colosseum was tainted by my own contrition.

We learned from Shea and Professor Yarrow that so much of the Colosseum’s lore is dramatized. In fact, only 3-8 percent of gladiators actually died in fights. A fair percentage of entertainment was beast-on-beast. As someone who loves animals, I couldn’t help but think how the Barbary lion’s population was absolutely decimated by these fights. They were an incredibly special subspecies driven to extinction, all at the hands of desired grandeur.

Much of Ancient Rome — and even the world we live in today — orbits that motif. We want to prove excellence as a society and we always want to one-up our adversaries. Technology in Ancient Rome was all about proving triumph through scale, and displaying magnitude through volume. Essentially, their opponents were going to know Ancient Romans were not worth the fight before there was even bloodshed. By the time a decision was made to slain the enemy, it was too late for the oppressed!

Ancient Rome knows a lot about oppression, though. An interesting dichotomy happened where gladiators were both enslaved and oppressed, but also revered and celebrated. We learned through our lesson that some people actually chose to revoke their own rights to become gladiators. To be a gladiator was a symbol status, and some people yearned for that distinction.

The rest of the day was spent in awe that I got to see such an amazing historical site. Fortunate doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel on this trip, and my awareness of that has gone up day by day.

Enjoy this heart-shaped cloud!

4 responses to “9: Of Days Brightened and Spirits Lightened”

  1. ramonhbgraupera Avatar
    ramonhbgraupera

    Hi Hamood! I really liked how honest you were about starting the day on a low note but still choosing to make the most of such an incredible experience. Your reflection on the contrast between the glory of the Colosseum and the cost behind its history was very interesting

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  2. Safa Hidais Avatar
    Safa Hidais

    Hi Hamood, I’m glad you took some time for yourself in the morning because it sounds like that solo walk was exactly what you needed. I also thought it was really interesting how you connected what we learned about the Colosseum to your own thoughts about animals and history. I had no idea the gladiator fights were so dramatized either, so that part surprised me too. I’m really happy the day turned around for you because the Colosseum is such an unforgettable experience, it’s one of my favorite parts of Roman history.

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  3. lucyacurran Avatar
    lucyacurran

    Hi Hamood! It can be so hard to struggle with wanting to enjoy a trip but also having to let yourself feel your emotions, especially because being so far from home for such an extended period of time is going to be hard. I definitely resonated with that part of your post and felt that way as well. And your pictures are so lovely, especially the flowers! As much as I love all the monuments, the natural world of Rome was just as beautiful. If you end up painting them you’ll have to send photos to us all!

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  4. fannie Avatar

    Hi Hamood! I totally relate to the gladiator fight inside your head and am happy you were able to take a walk to clear your mind. The plants and flowers have been so beautiful, it’s nice you included them in your post. It was interesting to learn that so few gladiators died in fights. The dichotomy with the gladiators being enslaved but celebrity like was definitely interesting.

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